I have been having obe's for around 20 years. Only after reading your site, I realized clearly that I have no idea how far did I go up the Tree of Life or the Aethyrs. This is in short what I achieved so far:
I have other questions. My Spiritual guides told me several times clearly that I was visiting LIMBO.
Where is Limbo in the Aethyrs? I noticed that you are not writing much about the lower worlds.
I was once said that the Hell consists of 11 continents. Could you please tell me,
how far did I go up (astral/mental dimensions) or down, and what more do I need to achieve in order to reach Daath or
Kether or one of those highest Tree of Life spheres or Aethyrs? I am having OBE's at least once a week and I am still totally confused.
Limbo is not a place but more a state of being. You get stuck and stop moving forward or backward in spiritual growth. To move in the universe there must be growth of the self. When the self stops growing it stops creating new things and experiences and it becomes unfocused. Unfocused consciousness is like a reed in a storm, it can be blown anywhere by the nonphysical currents. Usually these individuals wind up in self created hells and spirit guides have to go into the creation and try to wake them from it.
Your goal is to cross over the Abyss. http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/at/aethyr_zax.shtml It is symbolic of your consciousness shedding the ego and standing firmly within the spiritual self. Your higher spiritual self needs to direct your life, not the ego, which is usually centered on the self and the world. See August 2008 Letter of the Month for more on the three selves. Keep up the good work. You are doing Great!
There is something i don't quite understand. I seem to be able to manifest mundane things really FAST. However i am still having countless setbacks in my life, especially my career, despite the positive mindset I conjure. It just doesn't make sense. And i read on another website that people with Indigo aura have to endure setbacks to grow. Does that mean indigos have to go through setbacks as part of the lesson in order to learn and teach later? Now where is the free will to make life good? I feel like this whole indigo phenomenon is like a fantasy.
You create your world. Do not let anything you read or hear tell you differently. If you believe anything else you rob yourself of the power to change your life. Free will is the creator's greatest gift and it is yours to use to create whatever kind of life you want.
Now consciousness is like a large instruction manual for a new computer. The more you delve into it the better you understand it. As a novice you may be able to get by with the computer with a basic level of understanding but the deeper mysteries remain hidden until you get into the deeper parts of the manual. You must strive to delve deeper into your inner works to figure out why you are holding on to your poverty or duress. It may be that you think you need to cultivate perseverance and inner depth and that you believe that suffering is the best way to come to that understanding. If you believe this it will be so. However many lessons in life can be learned in other ways, with no suffering at all. You have to remove the part of you that clings to suffering as a tool for growth and replace that with something more pleasant and positive.
These beliefs go deep within the individual. Do not be discourage. You are not only battling your own bad inner programming, but also battling the bad programming by others, the media, and the general belief that suffering is good for the soul. Suffering is only good for suffering. That is the plain truth. You have to fight these beliefs and dismiss them even though others are up to their necks in these bad beliefs.
It may take time and patience to change these beliefs. I use mantras when I want to change deep seeded beliefs. I will say to myself over and over again, when my mind is not doing anything, things like:
The fact that you are able to affect the small thing shows you that the system works. It is just that you have to work harder on the big things to understand why you are preventing yourself from manifesting them. Is there a conflict? For example, you want to create wealth but you are not willing to go out and look for a job. It is a basic example, but you can see that the two things send mixed signals to your reality creating mechanism. You say you want wealth but your actions say something else. Keep at it. You just have to know yourself better and why you are doing things.